I know I’m gonna be dirty forever but please can you please forgive me. Being a woman is the most tortuous kind of existence. I dumb myself down until I am smaller and smaller and hope that no one even notices me at all. The greatest desire that I have is that I can become so delusional and stupid that I can be embraced and feel some kind of warmth from it. Nothing works, though. I do accept whatever I can get. I mean, look at my hair. Look at the length of it and the shape of my body. If I told you that I was raped, do you really think that anybody would think I didn't ask for it? I didn't ask for it












